today was interesting...it's my favorite holiday and I didn't feel like doing a darn thing! There is also the issue of my shoulder getting progressively worse! Today I was trying to figure out how to count money with my left hand because my right shoulder felt like it had a knife in it :( Then the strangest thing happened that a customer was telling me about how he got a settlement out of suing a prescription drug company because he had to take it after his surgery and it left his leg messed up and it just so happens that I took the same drug after mine and now have an unexplainable shoulder injury along with pain on the back of my leg behind my knee.....coincidence? Maybe...but it's worth looking in to right? He didn't know I was in pain or even that I had surgery...he was just talking about his own situation and I just find it interesting that I may have needed to hear that at that very time in order to know what is going on with myself! Who knows...it may not be linked at all but I atleast need to look into it!  It hurts to type and it hurts to raise my arms and it hurts to do anything! :( I can't even blow dry my hair at this point....THIS SUCKS! Maybe tomorrow will be a better day....

here's to hoping! :)

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Ok today my shoulder has been killing me!! I soooooooooooooooooo don't want to go to the doctor and get all that checked out because I'm sure they are prob gonna want me to get some sort of X-ray done and I just hate getting tests done!! GRRRRR...at this point though the pain is really getting bad and I have to count out money to people all day with that arm/shoulder! I guess I'm just gonna see if it goes away on it's own.....FAT CHANCE with my luck! 

Also...had kind of a bad anxiety day today. I feel like I'm on the verge of a major panic attack which I HATE! I'm about to go to bed early and hope that I wake up tomorrow much calmer! :)

Here's to Hoping!

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Well here we go! Yet another thing to keep me from doing housework or something productive! LOL... It has been a long time since I have blogged....I used to have a livejournal account and that is where I met Bryan. Since we have been together I stopped journaling and I'm not sure why..now is the time for me to start back because I have alot of changes going on and no outlet to sort through them.

Here's to hoping... :)